Long response to a comment

Well, I was writing this response to one of the comments on my "religion helps those with anxiety and panic disorder" post and thought I would go ahead and put it here for everyone to read...

Dear Puddlesplasher,

I loved your awesome comment on my blog because it voices what so many people feel. (I feel those ways sometimes too.) I think religion can be used by many as a crutch. But I guess I just figure who doesn't need some type of crutch and help in this world? We all have so many problems and there is so much suffering in the world that I do think it helps to know that there is a greater power that created everything and actually cares for us. I know I often feel broken and in need of some helping.

I do think however, that a true relationship with God does not encourage people to not take responsibility for themselves. In fact, I think the opposite is true. God gives everyone a choice. Some religions create a kind of fear in people of curiosity or questioning truth. This is from fear of people not choosing God. but I think that that the true God is big enough to handle tough questions. In fact, lots of folks in the Bible question God and his goodness and why He allows evil and suffering in the world. I have questioned this a lot too as being a counselor I hear some terrible stories of suffering - especially stories of abuse. I grieve a lot. I wonder how God could let something so evil happen to a child so precious? The only thing I have come up with (based on what the Bible says) is that God hates it too. He hates evil and injustice. Yet, he allows people choice and freedom and responsibility and some people will choose to exploit others. I choose to believe that in the end God will have revenge on those who abused others for their own gain.

Unfortunately you are right that religion can be a great divider. For centuries religion has caused divisions and wars and hate. I mean, the Jews have been exploited for a long time in the name of Jesus. That makes me really really sad. Really sad. Jesus was harsh on those who exploited others and kind to those who were the downcasts of society.

I believe that God is the creator and his presence is especially powerful in nature. So I feel especially connected spiritually when I'm out in nature too. I feel something rise in my spirit whenever I'm around anything of beauty - art, music, literature... If you want to know more about Jesus ask anything you want and I will try not to make it weeks before I respond. :P OR you could check Him out through the writings of the Gospels in the Bible. They're the first four books of the New Testament (you might have known that, but just in case!) Most people are pretty astonished when they read Jesus' words for themselves because they are not always what you hear from religious people...

Sorry that is sooo long!